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[24 Oct 2008|09:35pm] |
new site is up. just about finished, a few more tweaks here and there....the home page is still bothering me. changed it 5 fucking times now. UGH.
need critiques!
tear it up or praise it...just be specific please! :)
and yes, i know, its not seo friendly yet...i'll tag everything sunday when i get a spare second, lol.
www.HZayne.com
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[30 Jul 2008|08:14pm] |
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ignore what the masses say....buy dog clothes. www.nurdbunny.com
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[04 Aug 2007|11:49am] |
JZ's woman....
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[03 Jul 2007|09:11pm] |
here's this week's new one. if i get a moment soon, i wanna do a sick and wrong one to balance out all the dainty-pretty stuff.
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[20 Jun 2007|08:08pm] |
bleep boop boop. i love this background. had to fucking use it for something damnit.
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| hooray for healthy lungs! |
[04 Jun 2007|04:26pm] |
my boss kinda makes me wanna put a bullet in my head. today is no exception.
i've had this nicotine patch deal going for 8 days. havent had one cigarette in over 44 hours now. from this point on, it will be at least another 17 days or so until i can have another puff. it's gonna be rough. seriously. patch comes off tomorrow and i'll be doin this raw dawg. blehk!
not afraid of the knife or the aftermath. just the previously mentioned above. so surreal that i'll finally be getting what i've been wanting for over a decade. thursday it will finally be apart of me. literally.
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| i've been such a good girl.... |
[08 May 2007|08:12pm] |
hehe. finally bit the bullet early last week and got the gym membership. got one at the ymca here in r.o. its nifty cuz the gym area is great and it has a fucking pool! yipee. so even ivy can benefit from it, lol. since i have zero energy after work, i've been getting up at 7am and going before work. going pretty damn well so far. puts me in a better state of mind.
gotta go for the abs and buns of steel damnit!!!
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[13 Apr 2007|10:28pm] |
this week i discovered how impossible dreads are to pull off with out the 'fibers' filter. yeeeesh.
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| to hell with easter baskets and eggs...... |
[08 Apr 2007|05:52pm] |
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today blew. not a big suprise, freaking christian holidays. uhg. feel so fucking empty and depressed. didnt help that my grandmother kept wanting to talk to me about my dead father. just sank me lower. couldnt even enjoy the company of my mother who has been gone for over a year and here she is, finally here, and im in the dumps. had to get out of there. my daughter left, going to her dad's again for the week. you'd think that would be a good time to do something, i dunno. but it's not gonna happen. just like the last handful of times she was gone for a week. my body is sore from working out with katy and my brain and heart feel like theyre melting out of my body, exceeding the irritation of my muscles......gonna take a hot bath in a lil while and wait for my head to explode...
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[04 Apr 2007|09:06am] |
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today is the BESTEST day ever! my mommy moves back home from Cali today!!! feel like a happy over-excited 3 yr old....
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[01 Apr 2007|01:22am] |
even though i'm sick as hell the past few days, we managed to take some pics of shawn's car today.
***EDIT: holy shit ass! wtf is up with the levels? i just saw my post from my work computer here and realized how horribly off the levels of the car are!!! my god! i mean, u can pretty much see the entire paths of the car! DAMNIT. i really need my monitor calibrated.....
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[28 Mar 2007|08:54pm] |
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ANYONE? is there a free clinic in oakland county for those of us who have massive ear infections and no inurance? seriously? i mean come on. why do doctors have to be such bastards? fucking medicaid and medicare have to fuck the balance of a 'right price' for medical treatment. god damnit. one walk-in clinic i just called wants $105 just to be seen. anything the doctor does to me can range between $75-$500...wtf? this is a private practice walk-in clinic. ya know 99% of people who go there have no insurance! why rape them? i fucking hate this country. this is why my ass has thousands of dollars in hospital bills on my record...i'm so bothered and annoyed, fucking dizzy and the rigt side of my head is totally plugged from this ear. i can feel the shit all the nerves from the side of my skull, in my inner ear, down to the side of my neck. totally fucked. off and on off and on off and on since friday. hasnt let up since this morning. shit ass muther fucking fuck fuck i just want it to stop already.
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| oh my gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawd |
[28 Mar 2007|04:46pm] |
today has been without a doubt the most piece of shit day so far this year!!! FUCK. it couldnt be anymore difficult, complex, humiliating, disasterous and to top it off it feels like there is a slow inflating balloon building pressure in my right ear canal. niiiiice. so fucking perfect. get me out of here. need to go home and lay on the heating pad.
::grunt::
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[23 Mar 2007|02:13pm] |
hi. teaching yourself 3D is a serious pain. no really.......uhg. need to work on the shader thingys, not diggin how the freaking chairs came out. fuck it. oh ya, my ambient light looks too fucking intense too. :::sigh::: k. think i've had enough for today....how lame.
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| oh how i love friday..... |
[02 Mar 2007|02:54pm] |
whats better than the end of the week and payday? hehe, not much. got some shit planned to get done though i did have it incorrectly in my head that the movie 300 was supposed to be out tomorrow...bleh, nope, was wrong, march 9th. damn. oh well, got yoga to do tomorrow morning, got galleries to visit in the afternoon, got submissions to prepare for entry, got basement organizing to do. fun stuff. feelin rather energized today!
i like bewbz.
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[26 Feb 2007|10:00pm] |
so for quite some time now, i've really come to enjoy how nice myspace is for artist networking. last week a fellow artist and myself did a bit of some trade work. he does some bad ass stencil art and did one of me so in return i did an illustration. lol.
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| i love the japanese |
[26 Feb 2007|01:06pm] |
i learned this weekend that Benihana is a bad-mamajama place. like, seriously, i know its not the kind of place shawn can afford to take me to all the time, but holy shit ballz was it worth a great anniversary dinner. so god damn entertaining! i love the chefs at the table and the hot little jap girlz tittering around. very nice. and everything that was served was so fucking yummy!!!! had tasty juicy filet mignon, onion soup, EVIL GOOD chicken-brown rice, girlled shrimp w/lemon, and a nice strawberry frou-frou drink with a cute lil green umbrella. only stuff i didnt want to take part in was the salad with the weird ginger dressing nd the vegstables. i reeeeeeeeeally hate veggies. i know, im a bad girl. prolly why i'm so unhealthy...
somewhat in a strange mood today. happy and yet very disconnected. feel like i need to seperate myself from certain emotions & moods, and their directions for awhile. just kind of do an emotion housecleaning for a few weeks ya know? its been rather stressful and disconcerting for quite sometime now. prolly the winter. does it everytime. spring is around the corner (i hope at least). have alot of stuff to anticipate, plan, arrange, ect. gonna have to stop being so involved with things that arent even remotely constructive, and put my focus back where it should be.
do i feel happy??? not sure what the current feeling is, lol.
at least the malaysian government project is over with. well the display anyway, now onto their graphics....bleh. DRUGS ARE BAD, COPS ARE GOOD, i think they want the translation to say. hehehe. crazy foreigners.
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| OUCH |
[21 Feb 2007|04:07pm] |
oh my fucking god! i seriously doubt i have EVER worked as hard as i did today. SERIOUSLY. my back, wrists, forearms, palms, fingers and neck is throbbing in mad ass pain. wow, it's quite uncomfortable to even type right now.
please mr. boss man, let me go back to my desk, lol.
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[19 Feb 2007|05:53pm] |
its like a flesh eating disease my mood has been in lately...
the depression kicks in pretty hard when things dont or wont fall into place and it gets rather intense ontop of things when im not being productive. last week at work was rather intense and this week will be so as well except times threefold. body is crazy sore today and i almost lost my thumb on a tablesaw, pretty peculair predicment for a graphic designer. need a vacation, need an escape, need excitement, need need need, what a filthy word. shawn and i had our 4 year anniversary on valentines day but havent been able to celebrate yet due to his sinus' playing a cruel joke on him (us). i needed to be out and about this weekend but was only able to get over to taresa's on sunday for some relaxation and good conversation. my daughter is at her father's for the week and i cant even take advantage of that aside from sleeping in 10 minutes later than normal.
i dunno. things just dont feel right. where is the empathy and understanding? prolly lost in translation between the sexes. think i mightve just fallen down the well too fast.
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